.....so i have bruises around the waist on the left side.... the bruise looks like a 'V' for a blardi victory.
went to the doctor and found out that my fats has saved me hehe. Nolah. After the incident, i was in some pain....but it wasnt a big deal at all. I drove home in silence though.
What made my eyes water was the thoughts of anything rupturing inside. i know, silly me....how could you injure ur kidney from outside. The doctor said if i had injured my kidney,there will be an immediate effect on my urine....mine didnt turn red. So, i thank God. All is cool.
Last night was cool....i get to have dinner with my fam and Sharul....felt so....humph, i never have the word for it. Aaargh well. It was great. Im gowna make him fat!!
He'll be starting uni again....finishing Dec 2007....so, for those of you who thinks that im all "marriage this and that", ......... u fill in the blanks.
The haze in KL makes me think twice about going over...but i kinda have the need to go....so... hmph.
I think it's starting to slowly sinking in that im not going back no more....chatted with my friend in manchester the other day and all of a sudden i want to be in Preston. Just BE in Preston for like, a night. Im missing that damn place already!
You know, it's so weird....i read some people's blogs and they're SO interesting....i mean, they have SO many things to say cos there's so many things happening in their lives that they just love to share and they always have the right words to describe it.....i wish i could be like that. I mean, like, i wish i could put it into words what i felt whenever im by his side...or like, when he smiles.... urgh. See? i dont even want to try. I feel like its too mushy for me to say....but why did i go "awwwww....." when i read others' story? i never think it's too mushy. I dont know. maybe there are just some things i just cant share. even with words.
Okay....im gonna go and sleep now...it's almost 2pm. im full and sleepy. that's all i do nowadays. zzzzzZzZZZZzzzZZzzzzzzzz..........