June 5, 2005
d 1 with the quiz numero uno...n shall b continued
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
| Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
| In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
Posted at Sunday, June 05, 2005 by nadm
June 1, 2005
weeeeeheeeee!!! gowna go to Brussels babey!! (i know i know...it's like, SO flippin near,but hey!.... errmm nope, no justification for that - it is near. end of story).
been stressing about parents coming as well.....dream about it over and over again.... damn the head! so scawy... me no like thinking what'll happen when they is around....probably going to treat me like im 12 again.
so... brussels = 9th. parents/end of freedom = 24th. end of life/beginning of life/whatever of life = 17th.
Posted at Wednesday, June 01, 2005 by nadm
May 26, 2005
D 1 when she actually finished her dissertation
Yippiii! Im finally done wit dissertation..!! *Everybody: gasp in disbelief!!!*
"do a little chicken dance around d room*
they should include this in the degree course brochures next time:
Caution: Dissertation is dangerous for mental health.
Those two weeks of intensive camping in the living room with packs and packs of PRO PLUS has paid off. I owe it to ADSA (Preston) for producing enough PRO PLUS everyday....and i wud like to thank my spine for supporting my back and not giving up on me....I would also like extend my gratitute to you, my shoulder for staying intact.... would like to thank my laptop as well for never ending effort to save and re-save my pdfs and crisis planning notes....and my handsome pendrive/mp3 player... Not forgetting d endless supply of black coffee....ur d man,buddy...*yea. wink back atcha!*
wow....i never realize how important these things are until i bullcrap about it now.
shite!
Aaaanyway, it's confirmed dat im flying back on July the 17th and will be out of Preston from the 24th of June to the 12th of July. Hopefully will be going to Brussels or Munich on the second week of next month.
Brendu...thanks for the support....Sabru...sorry for being m.i.a.... will post again soon.
Posted at Thursday, May 26, 2005 by nadm
May 14, 2005
im living in different skies
im seeing in different eyes
im coping in different styles
im hoping hopes dont die
Posted at Saturday, May 14, 2005 by nadm
May 6, 2005
d 1 when Im so sick of ME
Posted at Friday, May 06, 2005 by nadm
April 28, 2005
An article from tokeikedai.net.my
Setelah al-Harith bin Amr, raja negeri Kandah berkahwin dengan anak perempuan Auf bin Muhlim Asyaibani, pada waktu utusan diraja hendak membawa pengantin perempuan untuk disampaikan kepada Raja tadi, ibunya berwasiat kepada anak perempuannya ini. Dia berkata:
Wahai anakku!
Kalaulah wasiat ini untuk kesempurnaan adabmu,
Aku percaya kau telah mewarisi segala-galanya.
Tetapi!
Ia sebagai peringatan untuk yang lalai
Dan pedoman kepada yang berakal.
Andai ibubapamu dapat memberikan segala-galanya,
Nescaya,
tidak perlu bagimu seorang suami,
dan kau terlalu berharga bagi kami.
Tetapi!
Wanita dicipta untuk lelaki
Lelaki dicipta untuk wanita.
Bercerailah kau dari ayunan buaianmu
Meninggalkan teratak tempat besarmu
Melangkah menuju ke alam baru
Yang belum kau kenal
Yang belum kau biasa
Kau milik suamimu
Anggap dirimu sebagai hamba
Jadilah teman yang paling setia
Bawalah wasiat dariku
Sepuluh sifat
sebagai bekalan perjalanan
menuju alam bahagia
Relakan hatimu
sekadar yang ada
semoga suci hatimu
dengan taat setia
Dan hulur tanganmu
tanda mahu berganding bahu.
Jauhkan dirimu
dari segala yang jelek
yang dihidu atau dipandang mata
Juga awasi gerak lakumu
agar tidak sumbang mengguris rasa
Sembunyikan suram wajahmu
Gantikan ia dengan sinar
secerah sang suria pagi.
Dan badan yang semerbak harum
Bermandikan bauan
Mata berpasak, kening bercelak
Itu menambah seri
Itu membangkit berahi
Dan
Air cukup memada
Bagi yang tiada
Jaga masa makannya
Juga waktu tidurnya
Kerana
Perut kosong hilang bicara
Mata mengantuk hilang kesabaran di dada
Kunci mulutmu
Tabahkan hatimu
Badanmu terselamat
Jiwa temanmu tidak terseksa
Simpan dulu kerianganmu
Di kala dia berduka
Pendamkan kesedihanmu
Di kala dia bergembira
Akibat aksi tidak senada
Hilang simpatimu disebabkan pertama
Hilang suasana disebabkan kedua…
Hulurkan tanganmu
Andai kau menghulur sebelah tangan
Nescaya dia menghulur kedua belah tangan
Tidak cukup tangan, nyiur pula ditadahkan
Ketahuilah!
Kasihmu tidak sampai ke mana
Jika hatimu berdua tidak sejiwa
Kasihmu, kasihlah dia
Bencimu, bencilah dia
Allah saja yang menentukan nasibmu.
Kau bawalah wasiatku ini, dan sampaikan salamku kepada suamimu.
.....nice.
Posted at Thursday, April 28, 2005 by nadm
d 1 with the middle of the year!!
o.m.g...... it's almost May already!! most of the PR final year students are almost done with dissertation.....ive only started..... it's almost MAY!!!
most proly going back end of Juls....so mixed up wit that..... going home....not going home.... happy...not rili happy..... humpf..... i just know that i'll be a bit 'off' when i get back.... but then again...im already 'off' now....
dad has high expectation of me....so scared to wound him for life....if not because of that i wouldnt even finish my assignments....they got me a CAR, which was unexpected....mom was saying how nice it looks, but when i searched for a pic of it in the net, some of the images show this really EWW car....so......uuuhhh!
decided not to go to Cali after dissertation, and wanted to go to Amsterdam/Barcelona.... dad dont let..... so going Dublin instead.....
Any tips?
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Posted at Thursday, April 28, 2005 by nadm
April 11, 2005
Sab: awhh.....hh.....look at the flowers! awwwhh....Tulips!!!
Nad: Tulips can kiss my fart!!
*referring to a bulldog*
Nad: Awwwh....how cuuuute!!
*Dog pukes crap immediately*
Nad: .........maybe not..
sigh.... wat a day! what a BONGGON day.
Posted at Monday, April 11, 2005 by nadm
April 8, 2005
d 1 when i was daft...again.
so i only didnt sleep for like, 23hours yesterday, already im OLD and forgetful. I woke up this morning [no wait, this AFTERNOON] rite....and thought :
"okay that's it laydee! You dont start on your dissertation tonight im sending you to hell! It's flippin Thursday already!!"
Then i was cleaning my room and blasting the radio....and they kept playing club music. I was like, "OW COME OOOONNNN!!!!!! how many times do i have to listen to the same music in a week??!" then the DJ sed, "what are you doing this friday night then? Give us a call....owh-won-seven-seven-too..."
i went, "~~ frey-dey~~??" huh? no it aint u stuuu-pehd! it's thursday! cos yesterday i went to watch the ring and... no, wait.... it wud be OrangeWEDNESDAY if.... HUH??! lemme go check my phoneS. and there it was... "FRI 08/04/05 7.30pm"
then there was as if fairies floating between my eyes pointing at me saying "you EEELLLWWWLLL!!!!!!" [super extended jaw for the DOPE-ness] **Sab wud u help me explain what EELLWWLL means plz cos im vocab-ly-challenged**
so i decided to come to the good ol library to start my work....i have about 36days to hand in a 9,000-10,000 words dissertation.
humpf.
Posted at Friday, April 08, 2005 by nadm
April 7, 2005
d 1 when i really should be doing sum work now...
hmmm..... lazyness. If only there is a pill to pop for this disease.
Ive been in the library since 5thousand years ago [ppl who dont already kno me i use this to express 'a very long time ago' aight he-he].... attempted to get on with my disserbloodytation.... and i failed again.... it's always soooo hard for me to start an assignment.... it's the first foot forward that i always get stuck on. dayyum... me such a gittface!
So ive been making arrangement with Sab about bye-bye in July....i think i will bawl my ass out that day. Gona miss the hugeass parks here in England, the most happening place in Preston - uni. library, the breeze, the walks....hmmm.... been 3years since i was here.... still rmbr the first day i spent in Brun hall....(it was only August 2002 and i was leaving May the next year) i was already thinking of what to pack when i go home next..... and by December half of my stuff was already in the suitcase!
Then came the next year....the half-hearted-ness started....felt like going home,felt like staying.... went home and felt indifferent. Came back and felt indifferent. And now it's final year....final months... final weeks..!! cant help thinking if i should stay. hmpf. me then..me now.
i know...i know...'sum' must b thinking im going where the heart is.... aiyoo of course la.... i dont know....it's not as if i know im going to regret it...who knows i wont? but for now, hmmmm..............
im juz hungry.
<<:: more than inspiring to me ::
Posted at Thursday, April 07, 2005 by nadm
